"What the fuck is going on in here!?" Charles shouted as he saw Bengiman pick up his nightstand, throwing it through the window, the sound of shattering glass exploded in the room, as Bengiman turned and looked over at Charles giving him a menacing glare, and in that moment Bengiman wanted more than anything to go over and smash Charles in the face with his fists, but there, in the brief moment of his inaction, Bengiman heard the sound of little Jason crying uncontrollably, going unconsoled by his mother, Leah, who was shaking in fear, with her sister, on the floor in the corner. The sound of the baby crying was just the thing needed to snap Bengiman out of his destructive frenzy. So, instead of rushing across the debris strewn floor and attacking Charles to let out all his aggressions, Bengiman bowed his head; which he shook in disgust and shame. "God Damn it! I am so fucking ashamed! What have I done? How will I ever explain..?" here a tremendous look of guilt and absolute sadness over came his face. Then Bengiman looked down at Leah, who still hid from his gaze, his countenance changed back to madness and he shouted down at Leah as he towered over her "This is all your fault! You are the only one to blame!"
"Bengiman! Simmer down" Charles shouted "Why are you screaming at Leah?"
"Fuck the both of you stupid bitches!" Bengiman snapped, as he collapsed in an exhausted heap, sitting on the edge of his bed.
"What are you on about?" Charles stood there more confused than ever. Bengiman said nothing, only averting his eyes from Charles, as he held his face in hands, Bengiman just sat there, slowly shaking his head. So Charles went to help the ladies up off the floor and as he reached for Lexa's hand Charles said "Lexa, please tell me what is going on here."
Lexa did not reply, nor would she lift her head up and look at Charles, nor would she take his hand. No words came, no explanation was forthcoming, no reason given, for the utter destruction of Bengiman's room and all the contents therein. It was not until Charles assisted Leah to her feet when she said to him "I think I should be the one to explain." Leah said in a sullen voice with a look of doom.
"Leah, please, tell me." Charles said, he suddenly felt very dizzy as if he were about to faint, or vomit.
Here Bengiman sank his head down lower as Lexa remained on the floor, pulling her knees up close to her chest as she hid her face. Leah took in a deep breath then as she exhaled she said "I have some very disturbing news, and you are probably going to be very anger when you find out.., about."
"About what?" Charles interrupted a hint of fear in his voice.
"Lexa, and Bengiman have been.., having an affair." Leah said calmly watching every move on his face as Charles took a few seconds for this to register in his brain.
"What.., having an affair..? With., each other?" Charles stammered, the thought of that nasty piece of London trash, fucking his good lady, turned his stomach as confusion, hatred, dejection, wrathful madness, humiliation all raced through his mind, causing Charles so much emotional and physical pain. "Bengiman you fucking bastard!" Charles yelled over at Bengiman who looked up at the ceiling, unable to look Charles in the eyes. "Lexa! Please tell me this isn't true!" Charles said as he knelt down in front of the great whore Lexa, who only turned away as she began to cry. "No, Lexa.., not him! Anyone but him!" here, before anger and bitterness took over, the little piece of his heart, where Charles made room for all the love in the World for Lexa, now burned with ice and fire, as that part of him that adored Lexa began to die, in the pain of his ultimate rejection by his lover, whom had found her happiness in the arms of another. Another man.., Bengiman. "Why? Lexa? I thought you loved me?" still Lexa would not turn and face him as she sat there weeping. It took but a moment, though it felt like an eternity, as the confusion and dejection turned to indignation. "How long Lexa!" Charles said as he grabbed her chin with his hand firmly, trying to force Lexa to look at him.
"Since the first day she came." Bengiman said, for now he felt was the best time to be honest about their frequent indiscretions. A gasp came up from both Charles and Leah, for she herself did not know anything about the affair, not until that morning.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" Charles shouted, his face turning bright red, a vein swelling on the side of his neck and he looked like his head was about to explode. Charles turned to look at Leah and he said "I suppose you have known about this all along?"
Leah gave Charles a very shocked look as she said "No! I only found out this morning."
"Yeah." Bengiman said sarcastically.
"Well.., Charles.., it gets worse." Leah said as she carefully tried to back out of the room avoiding all the broken glass, trying not to slice open her bare feet. "Lexa! Get up and deal with this! I have to get Jason!" Leah said as she screamed at her sister.
Lexa looked up, amidst the utter destruction of Bengiman's room and the contents there within, Bengiman sat over on his disheveled bed, pillows ripped open, down feathers everywhere, as Charles stood over her, glowering down at Lexa as she slowly tried to get up off the floor. Using her hands to press against the wall, Lexa stared straight into the eyes of the man she had been so disloyal to. Neither Charles, nor Bengiman, would extend a hand to her, to help Lexa up from the glass strewn floor, shards of broken mirrors and picture frames shattered at her feet. Then as she stood up, shoulders back, head held high, chest out, arms crossed, Lexa took in a deep breath as she summoned up the courage to face the truth, and be honest with Charles, who had only ever treated her like a Queen, his 'American Queen' that is what he used to call her, but those words, and that heartfelt sentiment, would never pass her sweet lover's lips again, then she began "Charles., I am very sorry.., but it is all true." as the words came out of her mouth Lexa felt a tremendous weight lift up off her shoulders and her racing heart slowed it's furious beating, she felt in a word, Relieved. "We fooled around before dinner, my first day here.., I was just messing about, having a bit of fun.., you and I.., had only known each other for two weeks, I was supposed to be going home, I was not supposed to stay" Lexa tried her best to explain, but her words only brought Charles more pain. "Then.., well, things changed, I was stuck here looking after my sister, after what Felina did..," Lexa paused recalling the sight of Leah collapsed and broken at the bottom of the staircase, then she continued "I am so sorry, I tried to make him stop, but he wouldn't listen! Isn't that right Bengiman? He made me."
"Make him stop.., made you..? Are you saying he raped you?" Charles asked as Bengiman balked with a laugh.
"Fuck you!" Bengiman rolled his eyes.
"No! No! You misunderstand my meaning. Bengiman said if I didn't let him play around with me, once in a while, he would tell you about the first night, and I felt so bad, I didn't want you to know, I had begun to grow so very close to you.., and I knew the truth would only ruin everything! And now I have lost you forever." here Lexa grew silent as tears of shame raced down her face and she could see Charles was still filled with rage, without one ounce of mercy or pity for Lexa in his broken heart.
"Lexa..," Charles said not knowing in which direction to take this matter, Forgiveness, or Vengeance? In an instant Charles chose the latter as he began to berate Lexa "you are a fucking, disloyal whore! And I can not believe you would do this to me, after everything I have done for you! And out of all the people in Argentina.., you pick him?! That explains why your pussy is not as tight as it used to be! I am so disgusted with you right now! Just looking at you makes me want to puke!"
"Now hold on a minute there mate!" Bengiman said as he arose from the crumpled mess of sheets on his bed "Don't be such a fucking hypocrite!"
Charles snapped his head back around giving Bengiman a shocked and anger filled look and Lexa, as well, pricked up her ears when she heard Bengiman say this "What?" Lexa asked in a low, confused tone in her voice.
"Oh yeah.., Lexa.., that's right.., say Charlie, why don't you tell her what your 'family meeting' in Bermuda with Felina was really all about?" Bengiman said with a look in his eyes as cruel as the grave. "No?" Bengiman laughed looking back over at Lexa telling her. "Yeah, our Charlie here just spent the past fortnight, fucking Felina night and day!"
Charles froze in place, unable to look at Lexa now out of his own damnable shame. Lexa took a careful step forward, a small sliver of glass slicing into the tender flesh of her foot, but she was so shell-shocked she could only feel emotional pain. "What..?" she muttered as Charles suddenly grew all quiet and silent, unable to speak.
"Yup! Oh aye, I knew the whole time, but didn't have the nerve to tell you sweetheart." Bengiman said as he stood there beside his bed "And d'ya'know what I asked him, when I found out what he was up to..? I said 'what about Lexa? Charlie, remember what you said to me?" here Charles only response was to take a few steps back towards the door, but Bengiman answered his own question when he spoke up to Lexa, telling her "He said, and I quote, 'fuck her! I'm not married to her, I can do what I want!"
Lexa stared in shock and horror at Charles, her 'santicmonious' accuser, was now being accused of the exact same sin. "Is this true Charles..? Is this what you said.., and did?" this sudden revelation drained out any love, or affection, Lexa ever had for the handsome American, she had called her friend, and her exquisite lover, but that was all over. "Look at me!" she shouted out through her warm, wet tears as she drew closer to him, pieces of glass cutting deep into her flesh, but she did not care, for Lexa was too focused on the matter at hand. "Did you fuck Felina!?"
Charles watched as she came forward, blood starting to pool out from the gashes on her feet, but he did not care about Lexa's injuries, nor did he wish to assist her in any way, however, Charles did open up his mouth and give her the gift of the truth, when he said one simple word and that was "Yes."
Now as soon as he said this all the feeling in her body came back in a flood of stabbing pain and Lexa could feel her warm, scarlet blood seeping out of her fresh wounds, Lexa opened up her mouth seething " Well now.., Charles! I guess you are a just a disloyal whore just like me!" she said through her tears, smiling like a fiend as Lexa began her tirade "You are a lying, fucking bastard! I can not believe you would stand here and accuse me of the EXACT same thing you, yourself, are doing! Well fuck you! I am done with you forever! This is finished! I can not put up with this shit any longer! I can not live like this! I won't live like this! I have to go away and never come back, I need to get out of this 'prison' of a house! I have to get out!" Lexa said braving her way through the physical pain, and mental anguish, as she slowly stepped towards the door, going unassisted by the men in the room , who knew, and could plainly see she was injured and bleeding, but Charles and Bengiman had become, the worst thing to a woman, Indifferent. Then as she neared the threshold, just before she walked out into the hall, Lexa turned back, and with the all the ferociousness of a lion, Lexa roared "Charles, I want you to know that I can fuck whoever I want! Whenever I want! Because I am not married to you either!"
Enraged Charles turned spewing forth his own brand of venom, screaming at her "And you never will be!"
"Goodbye forever!" Lexa hissed as she limped down the hallway, leaving her footprints in her own blood as she began weeping, making a strange moaning through her short breaths; which sounded like a small wounded animal that was slowly dying.
Bengiman carefully left his room, stepping over the broken bloody mess, calling after to her "Lexa! Don't go! I still want to be with you!"
"Fuck you Bengiman! You will NEVER be with her! Ever again!" Charles screamed over to him his voice reverberating down the long corridor.
"NEITHER of you will ever fuck me again!" Lexa shouted. "And Bengiman!" Lexa continued "Stay away from my sister!" Lexa added as she began to run towards the stairs despite the sharp, shooting pain.
"What..?" Charles said wondering what Lexa meant by that then suddenly Leah's words echoed through his brain 'it gets worse.., it gets worse', he could hear her say.
"Yeah.., about that." Bengiman sighed his voice as tense as wire.
"Bengiman! Simmer down" Charles shouted "Why are you screaming at Leah?"
"Fuck the both of you stupid bitches!" Bengiman snapped, as he collapsed in an exhausted heap, sitting on the edge of his bed.
"What are you on about?" Charles stood there more confused than ever. Bengiman said nothing, only averting his eyes from Charles, as he held his face in hands, Bengiman just sat there, slowly shaking his head. So Charles went to help the ladies up off the floor and as he reached for Lexa's hand Charles said "Lexa, please tell me what is going on here."
Lexa did not reply, nor would she lift her head up and look at Charles, nor would she take his hand. No words came, no explanation was forthcoming, no reason given, for the utter destruction of Bengiman's room and all the contents therein. It was not until Charles assisted Leah to her feet when she said to him "I think I should be the one to explain." Leah said in a sullen voice with a look of doom.
"Leah, please, tell me." Charles said, he suddenly felt very dizzy as if he were about to faint, or vomit.
Here Bengiman sank his head down lower as Lexa remained on the floor, pulling her knees up close to her chest as she hid her face. Leah took in a deep breath then as she exhaled she said "I have some very disturbing news, and you are probably going to be very anger when you find out.., about."
"About what?" Charles interrupted a hint of fear in his voice.
"Lexa, and Bengiman have been.., having an affair." Leah said calmly watching every move on his face as Charles took a few seconds for this to register in his brain.
"What.., having an affair..? With., each other?" Charles stammered, the thought of that nasty piece of London trash, fucking his good lady, turned his stomach as confusion, hatred, dejection, wrathful madness, humiliation all raced through his mind, causing Charles so much emotional and physical pain. "Bengiman you fucking bastard!" Charles yelled over at Bengiman who looked up at the ceiling, unable to look Charles in the eyes. "Lexa! Please tell me this isn't true!" Charles said as he knelt down in front of the great whore Lexa, who only turned away as she began to cry. "No, Lexa.., not him! Anyone but him!" here, before anger and bitterness took over, the little piece of his heart, where Charles made room for all the love in the World for Lexa, now burned with ice and fire, as that part of him that adored Lexa began to die, in the pain of his ultimate rejection by his lover, whom had found her happiness in the arms of another. Another man.., Bengiman. "Why? Lexa? I thought you loved me?" still Lexa would not turn and face him as she sat there weeping. It took but a moment, though it felt like an eternity, as the confusion and dejection turned to indignation. "How long Lexa!" Charles said as he grabbed her chin with his hand firmly, trying to force Lexa to look at him.
"Since the first day she came." Bengiman said, for now he felt was the best time to be honest about their frequent indiscretions. A gasp came up from both Charles and Leah, for she herself did not know anything about the affair, not until that morning.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" Charles shouted, his face turning bright red, a vein swelling on the side of his neck and he looked like his head was about to explode. Charles turned to look at Leah and he said "I suppose you have known about this all along?"
Leah gave Charles a very shocked look as she said "No! I only found out this morning."
"Yeah." Bengiman said sarcastically.
"Well.., Charles.., it gets worse." Leah said as she carefully tried to back out of the room avoiding all the broken glass, trying not to slice open her bare feet. "Lexa! Get up and deal with this! I have to get Jason!" Leah said as she screamed at her sister.
Lexa looked up, amidst the utter destruction of Bengiman's room and the contents there within, Bengiman sat over on his disheveled bed, pillows ripped open, down feathers everywhere, as Charles stood over her, glowering down at Lexa as she slowly tried to get up off the floor. Using her hands to press against the wall, Lexa stared straight into the eyes of the man she had been so disloyal to. Neither Charles, nor Bengiman, would extend a hand to her, to help Lexa up from the glass strewn floor, shards of broken mirrors and picture frames shattered at her feet. Then as she stood up, shoulders back, head held high, chest out, arms crossed, Lexa took in a deep breath as she summoned up the courage to face the truth, and be honest with Charles, who had only ever treated her like a Queen, his 'American Queen' that is what he used to call her, but those words, and that heartfelt sentiment, would never pass her sweet lover's lips again, then she began "Charles., I am very sorry.., but it is all true." as the words came out of her mouth Lexa felt a tremendous weight lift up off her shoulders and her racing heart slowed it's furious beating, she felt in a word, Relieved. "We fooled around before dinner, my first day here.., I was just messing about, having a bit of fun.., you and I.., had only known each other for two weeks, I was supposed to be going home, I was not supposed to stay" Lexa tried her best to explain, but her words only brought Charles more pain. "Then.., well, things changed, I was stuck here looking after my sister, after what Felina did..," Lexa paused recalling the sight of Leah collapsed and broken at the bottom of the staircase, then she continued "I am so sorry, I tried to make him stop, but he wouldn't listen! Isn't that right Bengiman? He made me."
"Make him stop.., made you..? Are you saying he raped you?" Charles asked as Bengiman balked with a laugh.
"Fuck you!" Bengiman rolled his eyes.
"No! No! You misunderstand my meaning. Bengiman said if I didn't let him play around with me, once in a while, he would tell you about the first night, and I felt so bad, I didn't want you to know, I had begun to grow so very close to you.., and I knew the truth would only ruin everything! And now I have lost you forever." here Lexa grew silent as tears of shame raced down her face and she could see Charles was still filled with rage, without one ounce of mercy or pity for Lexa in his broken heart.
"Lexa..," Charles said not knowing in which direction to take this matter, Forgiveness, or Vengeance? In an instant Charles chose the latter as he began to berate Lexa "you are a fucking, disloyal whore! And I can not believe you would do this to me, after everything I have done for you! And out of all the people in Argentina.., you pick him?! That explains why your pussy is not as tight as it used to be! I am so disgusted with you right now! Just looking at you makes me want to puke!"
"Now hold on a minute there mate!" Bengiman said as he arose from the crumpled mess of sheets on his bed "Don't be such a fucking hypocrite!"
Charles snapped his head back around giving Bengiman a shocked and anger filled look and Lexa, as well, pricked up her ears when she heard Bengiman say this "What?" Lexa asked in a low, confused tone in her voice.
"Oh yeah.., Lexa.., that's right.., say Charlie, why don't you tell her what your 'family meeting' in Bermuda with Felina was really all about?" Bengiman said with a look in his eyes as cruel as the grave. "No?" Bengiman laughed looking back over at Lexa telling her. "Yeah, our Charlie here just spent the past fortnight, fucking Felina night and day!"
Charles froze in place, unable to look at Lexa now out of his own damnable shame. Lexa took a careful step forward, a small sliver of glass slicing into the tender flesh of her foot, but she was so shell-shocked she could only feel emotional pain. "What..?" she muttered as Charles suddenly grew all quiet and silent, unable to speak.
"Yup! Oh aye, I knew the whole time, but didn't have the nerve to tell you sweetheart." Bengiman said as he stood there beside his bed "And d'ya'know what I asked him, when I found out what he was up to..? I said 'what about Lexa? Charlie, remember what you said to me?" here Charles only response was to take a few steps back towards the door, but Bengiman answered his own question when he spoke up to Lexa, telling her "He said, and I quote, 'fuck her! I'm not married to her, I can do what I want!"
Lexa stared in shock and horror at Charles, her 'santicmonious' accuser, was now being accused of the exact same sin. "Is this true Charles..? Is this what you said.., and did?" this sudden revelation drained out any love, or affection, Lexa ever had for the handsome American, she had called her friend, and her exquisite lover, but that was all over. "Look at me!" she shouted out through her warm, wet tears as she drew closer to him, pieces of glass cutting deep into her flesh, but she did not care, for Lexa was too focused on the matter at hand. "Did you fuck Felina!?"
Charles watched as she came forward, blood starting to pool out from the gashes on her feet, but he did not care about Lexa's injuries, nor did he wish to assist her in any way, however, Charles did open up his mouth and give her the gift of the truth, when he said one simple word and that was "Yes."
Now as soon as he said this all the feeling in her body came back in a flood of stabbing pain and Lexa could feel her warm, scarlet blood seeping out of her fresh wounds, Lexa opened up her mouth seething " Well now.., Charles! I guess you are a just a disloyal whore just like me!" she said through her tears, smiling like a fiend as Lexa began her tirade "You are a lying, fucking bastard! I can not believe you would stand here and accuse me of the EXACT same thing you, yourself, are doing! Well fuck you! I am done with you forever! This is finished! I can not put up with this shit any longer! I can not live like this! I won't live like this! I have to go away and never come back, I need to get out of this 'prison' of a house! I have to get out!" Lexa said braving her way through the physical pain, and mental anguish, as she slowly stepped towards the door, going unassisted by the men in the room , who knew, and could plainly see she was injured and bleeding, but Charles and Bengiman had become, the worst thing to a woman, Indifferent. Then as she neared the threshold, just before she walked out into the hall, Lexa turned back, and with the all the ferociousness of a lion, Lexa roared "Charles, I want you to know that I can fuck whoever I want! Whenever I want! Because I am not married to you either!"
Enraged Charles turned spewing forth his own brand of venom, screaming at her "And you never will be!"
"Goodbye forever!" Lexa hissed as she limped down the hallway, leaving her footprints in her own blood as she began weeping, making a strange moaning through her short breaths; which sounded like a small wounded animal that was slowly dying.
Bengiman carefully left his room, stepping over the broken bloody mess, calling after to her "Lexa! Don't go! I still want to be with you!"
"Fuck you Bengiman! You will NEVER be with her! Ever again!" Charles screamed over to him his voice reverberating down the long corridor.
"NEITHER of you will ever fuck me again!" Lexa shouted. "And Bengiman!" Lexa continued "Stay away from my sister!" Lexa added as she began to run towards the stairs despite the sharp, shooting pain.
"What..?" Charles said wondering what Lexa meant by that then suddenly Leah's words echoed through his brain 'it gets worse.., it gets worse', he could hear her say.
"Yeah.., about that." Bengiman sighed his voice as tense as wire.
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